I have not written on my blog for a while. I think just once since St. Croix. The reason being that work keeps me exhausted. I don't like to whine about working, and I am grateful to have a job in these messed up times , when so many people do not have a job or can not get a job. Still with that said, where I work sucks. It is obvious that HD want to make it as hard as possible, so people like me will take a voluntary layoff or quit. Why we are working 10 hour days five days a week, makes no sense unless you believe that we are selling every motorcycle we make. The thing with HD is that as soon as a bike is made, it counts as a sale. What that means is that all you have to do to make your company look successful is make product. Every part of my body hurts somewhere. I am not the only one that feels that way. Human body's are not made to do something very physical every two minutes. We are not made to hang a 23 pound clutch on a motorcycle every two minutes 10 hours a day. We also have that great point system, that when you get four points you are almost on your way out. Fired. I had a tooth ache and had to take some hours off to get it fixed. For that they counted 2 points against me. I now have another tooth ache. In theory they can fire me for getting it fixed. It has hurt for 2 weeks now. My dentist does not keep HD hours. It seems that no one at work is happy. I am going to have to go to my shrink before I have a nervous breakdown. The only good thing about work is that it helps keep me from getting so depressed about Jed not being here. I think about him everyday and I cry everyday and get up at 4:30 everyday and go and get abused everyday( except Sat. and Sun.) and arrive home about 6:00 pm. Life is a very strange thing. I wish I knew why it is so off. I understand that love is life, but it is so fleeting at times. Oh well, enough of whatever. I do not want to seem ungrateful. I know in all of my misery I have much Love. Still here. Goodnight. Jeddie I miss you dearly, but you already know that.